We are still waiting on our computer, so my updating posts are few and far between and I’m sorry about that. He found out there’s a program running on the machine that is always on and he doesn’t know why or what it does, but it uses a lot of memory and space. We’ll have to see if he can fix it.

Friday night was such a blast! X’s grandparents have a couple cabins on their property (no water, but a valley between them) and she decided to have a bonfire at one of them. There was around 20 people there and I don’t even know how many cases of beer! I actually managed 4 beers that night and that was enough considering what a light-weight I am. I was surprised considering I never drink the stuff. I had so much fun that night! There was good music and lots of fun people, including the guy I am now dating.

Yeah it really took me a long time to get back out there, didn’t it? Not even a month and I’ve already started dating someone else. He’s awesome though and I love being around him. He makes me happy. He’s one of the guys that goes bowling with us every Tuesday night…X’s manager at her job. Pretty much everyone that works at her place gets along and parties together. They’re fun people so we have a good time.

Speaking of bowling, I’m excited about that, too! Things are so much better now I can’t even explain it. I can’t remember the last time I was this happy. I’ve got zero bullshit going on and no drama either…I love it.

This summer is going to be so freakin’ awesome!

Sorry it’s been so long. My computer is being worked on and I only get a few chances to use the one in my mother’s office. Turns out the paper I thought was due Wednesday wasn’t really due for another two weeks…which makes me really glad I stayed up until 2am Tuesday working on it. But at least I have it done and can refine it before I turn it in. Yes, I’m always thinking.

We went bowling Tuesday night again…good fun! There are these two that come to watch (friends) and this time they had been drinking, but she was much farther gone than he was, which was hilarious. They ended up bowling with us and he had to bowl for her, but eventually she was bowling for herself while talking on her phone. She’d just chuck the ball and not even care where it went…it was hilarious! Good times were had by all.

We went to Shooter last night. Awesome movie! I loved it!

I have decided to pick up applications at a few places . I’m tired of my job. I never want to go and I don’t even feel like I know what I’m doing anymore. I want some steady hours and once-in-a-while I’d like a Saturday off. I can never get together with my family anymore because they get together on the weekends and I’m always working. It sucks. So I’ll see what else it out there. You never know, right? Maybe I won’t get any Saturdays off, but at least I’ll like what I’m doing (hopefully!).

First off, Happy Easter everyone! Since I won’t be writing until after it’s over, I figured I would say it now. Secondly, I’m doing really well. This whole being single after two years thing feels really, really good. I just feel like I can finally breathe. But anyway, I don’t want to dwell on it.

We are going to see Blades of Glory tonight and I’m super excited! It looks hilarious and I’m going with a bunch of really fun people, so I know I’ll have a good time! I don’t have to work today, so I decided to stop in the computer lab here at school to write. I’m going with a friend to do some volunteer work at the Salvation Army store that the Retail Merchandising students helped open. She’s got to put in some hours and I don’t have anything to do so I’m going with to make it fun. It’s basically keeping the store nice and such, which is what I do at work so no big deal there. After that we’re going to dinner at her house and then to the movie. I’ve been keeping myself occupied lately and it’s been working really well. I guess J is on his way home and he’ll probably get back sometime today, but I really don’t want to deal with it today so I’m not going to. We’re not together now and I don’t have to rearrange my schedule for him. Not like he ever did it for me anyway. Blah. I just wish I could skip the whole weird part.

To top it off, my English teacher announced on Wednesday that we have a paper due on Monday and if asked, we might get to read them in front of a camera crew that is filming. WTF! I don’t have time to write a paper, much less deal with camera crews. Boo. Oh well. Hopefully they don’t pick my paper.

J and I are done. I know this is totally sudden but it’s not really. I’ve been unhappy for a long time and it took me a while to realize that I was waiting for him to change. People don’t change and they shouldn’t have to change to be happy. I don’t want to go into it right now or ever really but I’m having a bad day. I don’t know what I’m going to do now but I do know that this is for the best.