My Head Hurts
August 5th, 2008
So that teller position I had previously mentioned…they called me for a second interview. Originally I thought it would be great with the hours and the money would be even better plus I’d have benefits. But over the past few weeks I have realized with great certainty that I do not wish to work there. It’s not really the job. It’s more the location, the specific bank (it’s the one my mom works for), and the hours. It’s a Monday through Friday 4 hours a day thing, which would put me working maybe one or two nights at the job I would rather be at and all I’d end up doing there is cleaning up my department until I would go home. Those days would also be about 10 hours long. I’m just not interested in working there and now, two weeks after my original interview, they are calling me asking to set up a time to talk. I don’t want to make my mom look bad, nor do I want to piss her off. I just don’t think I can work for people that she speaks to so frequently. She’s in my life enough as it is I don’t really want her in my work as well. I have a feeling I’m just going to end up calling them and telling them I’m no longer interested. I’ll have to apply for healthcare from the state and see what happens. I hate this. I’m just so confused on what to do. Here I am trying to grow up and get a good job and I feel like a kid with no clue what to do. Ugh. 
that basically sucks. but even still, why not try it? are you not going to accept it just because you’re mom’s there too? oh well! if you want to try another one, then i hope the next job you apply to will not have anything you don’t like since seriously, every job will have something you will not feel comfortable with. good luck!~
Comment by krizza — Friday, August 8, 2008 @ 9:06 am